Any over the counter meds for depression and anxiety?

mike asked:


I have a severe case of mental depression, and suicidal thoughts… this is not something that i want to do (die).. Yeah, i am emo. whatever.. i am trying to find something i can buy over the counter that can calm my anxiety and depression if there is anything..

I dont have the money to see a psych doc.

And i dont know how much more pain my body can endure before i crack.

I have started cutting with little knicks and knacks, i have had a belt around my neck and tried to hang myself from my door, i have tried drowning and suffocating myself.. each time i stop myself before its too late but i dont want it to get to the point where it is too late.. i need some help =(
what would a hotline number be that could help, also.. what would i search for via free clinic?

currently my budget is allowing me to survive via rent+bills & food with maybe 20-30 bucks left over after the months end. =/
i live in culver city california, and if you know a way of finding a free clinic for these problems i would be very grateful.

Culver City, Venice, Marina Del Rey, santa monica would be great places for my commute =/